Life's like that... Sometimes you feel like a complete failure, sometimes better... But whatever it is, Life goes on... And we just gotta pick ourselves up and, for goodness' sake, move on.

I encourage myself a lot... That's one of the survival skills we ought to learn I think... (And another is the 'act blur' skill according to Da Ren Lol. Agree.) If not I think I'd probably be dead somewhere...

Haha, sounding solemn here. Ya I am la... I need a night's sleep to recover haha. Then I'll be back to myself again...

My PE teacher once told my dad that I have a never-say-die attitude... Perhaps it's true... Gotta fight till the end!!!!!! Hu ka sha ka!! It's a mental torture sometimes though. Gotta press in towards my dream nevertheless. And please don't tell me it's hard... It kinda irritates me.

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Have been hearing a lot of gossips recently... Given a choice, I'd rather not hear/know anything 2nd/3rd/4th hand. I have selective memory haha, and I am bad in remembering gossips... (Or redundant chemistry or maths equations) Cos most of them are distorted info anyway. Gossips are really really unhealthy!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't stand it. If ever you hear me gossiping about someone, please stop me!!!!!!!!!!! And I give you permission to shoot "Can you stop being so bitchy!"

Ok just some really raw, unprocessed/unrefined thoughts.